*This December, I am reblogging some of the more popular poems and articles that I have posted in the course of the past year. The backstory and introductory essay that accompanied the original posting of this poem can be accessed at https://oudeis2005.wordpress.com/2015/02/25/writing-201-poetry-assignment-4-animals-honey-an-essay-on-animal-poetry-and-an-ongoing-effort-to-produce-a-bee-poem/ I have been working on a companion piece entitled Sugar for some time now and hope to publish it soon.*
Honey
I Birth
As a thought is born in us
when we slip a sweet spoon of honey
between our lips
and ancient smells
incite instinct and reflection
in equal measure
and inspire us to grow in words and thought;
so the young queen
is nourished by her chemical laborers
and awakes half-drunk
on the rich jelly and affection
that has been pumped into her.
Proud, she’s stirred by fragile destiny;
stings to death her unborn sisters
and with a pregnant pause
injects the same venom
into her flagging mother;
and with this act of euthanasia
inaugurates her own ascension.
Ageing workers laud and coddle her.
Enthused, celebrate with scents
this new infant; and the queen
relaxes unthinkingly
into this luxury of destined power-
like baby burbling in cradle.
II Work
If bees could think, the old maids
would remember the dear murdered queen,
in the babyish ointments exuded
by the new; but, for nostalgia’s sake,
they rush off to mine from flowers’ mouths
the nectar that feeds her
that they might taste again
that flavour that made them well
and whole; and in their last days
that are numbered, if they knew it,
spare no effort to provide
the queen’s needs and, thereby, their own.
Being mortal, drop dead on the wing
of work. High on queen-sweat feel
saved as they faint in death; keep
at it till the queen is ready to leave her
sweet perfumed nest for a while. She
yawns and shakes pollen from her wings
and sets out on her brief single Odyssey.
III War
But if a bee that has a different smell
strays into their air-space; the patient wet-
nurses transform themselves into squadrons
and sally forth to repel what –
if they could think – they would see
as the aggressor. Blessed by nature
with a gun embedded in their bodies;
but doomed to die if ever they have to use it;
they circle round the aggressor;
and, if need be, sacrifice their intestines,
for the sake of a decisive strike.
And the wounded, reduced to mere individuals,
are left to die in the no-man’s-land –
the desert beyond the home.
And when some return to celebrate
their victory, their joy is tempered
by the knowledge that one day they
too may stray and suffer a similar
fate. And, if they were human,
they would sing of the fatal sorrow
of being lost in a foreign land and
praise the joys of home; bunched
around their warm dear familiar queen.
IV Death and Sex
If bees had instruments and flags,
the horns would be blasted and the bunting
raised, the day the queen stirs herself
from the passive luxury of her survival
to survey – for one time only –
the real outside world. Flanked by
loyal body-guards, she launches
her buxom self into the air
and flirts with the cultivated drones,
who flock about her – desperate for sex.
Trained to love one only, they
have spent the spring of their lives
shunning the plain workers.
The queen is the only true beautiful thing
they have seen in their whole slight lives;
and they flock around her, like scientists
around a new truth. Eager to lap the sweet
forbidden juices from her back; and sink
themselves to the hilt into her deathly body.
Half knowing, if they could entertain a thought,
that this first pleasure will be their last
and, more excited for that, thrust their seed
more vigorously into her; drawing half their bellies
out with it. And fall back in a unique ecstasm
to drown – wriggling and exquisitely –
in the two dimensions of the putrid earth.
And those who fail, even in this only duty,
are left alienated in the three dimensions
of the air to harp out their famished lust
serenading the meaninglessness of death.
V Winter
Winter is drawing in and the workers
stream back to the hive to warm
their queen with a slow flapping of wings.
VI Culture and Nature
Though spring must come for the bees
and a new queen settle into the confines
of her prison-cell; and new workers awake
from non-being to work themselves sterile
and sick for the drug the queen exudes
and they crave; and a new crop of drones
arise to preen and prepare themselves for
the triple festival of jubilee, wedding-feast
and funeral; and, though, there is no escape
from the cycle, unless the bee could pause rapt
for a while before the beauty of a flower
on a brief holiday from economic production;
yet, we, who keep and watch them,
by producing honey, knowledge and art,
can extract from their tragic annual lives
a quintessence that we take from them;
but does not cease to be theirs;
a magic melting together of subject and object,
complete, when we recognise that as they
are trapped in their cycle of nectar and reproduction;
sex and drugs; so we, tread our own special mill
of reason and language. They provide sweetness and example for us;
in return, we confer meaning upon them.
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